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May. 26th, 2009

Rock the Space

Jan. 5th, 2009

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 Back to schooooooool

I didnt miss it!

Dec. 22nd, 2008


 I havent posted in foreverrrrrr! I'm gonna make it new and pretty as soon as I'm done typing this!

I don't really know what I was planning to say here.

I love paramore and conditions


Everyone should listen to them. Alot. 

Jul. 30th, 2008

Renee's Book!

Jun. 3rd, 2008

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It's a great cause!! Click the pretty banner!!

:D please :D

Apr. 15th, 2008

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no one's reading this, are they??

during spring break :)

i hate allergies- i feel like crap. but i might have a job soon.

if you're reading this could you just leave a one word/letter comment to let me know maybe??

Mar. 6th, 2008


I'm going back to swimming on wednesday! I'm so excited to see my coach and all my friends- I haven't been in a month. I'm a bit scared of what my coach will say- but I shouldn't be. What I am nervous about is getting into a suit triggering my depression again. It was the main reason I took a break- to handle the depression. I don't want it to interfear (sp?) again. And god damn it- I want to be skinny. I was doing really well and then my bro and his gf made fondue- it was so good- I had cheese/bread and chocolate/a lot. His gf is so beautiful too. She's the only female rolemodel I have in my life, honestly. She's smart, beautiful, funny, skinny, has great hair, confident, and has a great boyfriend. Ugh- jealous. Any tips on losing weight? I know I have a problem actually getting up and going to the gym, but I guess I have to make it a habit.



Feb. 28th, 2008

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My hands are warm, my feet are FREEZING and I have socks on. I'm gonna put on another pair soon. I still love Dr.Drew. The anxiety about tomorrow is setting in- about the concert. I mean, I'm excited, but I have ALOT of anxiety about not making it to the bathroom- or having to go and not having a bathroom available. My parents are driving me freaking insane. I'm exhausted. I haven't seen my therapist in two weeks- which I don't really mind- I hate her. Gah- I'm so tired and blah. I need drugs. Not like that though.


Feb. 27th, 2008

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I am sooooooo tired. I mistyped that four times. Ah- i think I have the flu. and i LOVE dr.drew.

Feb. 25th, 2008

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I want Dr.Drew to come and whisk me away. I want to have control. I want Dr.Drew to come and whisk me away damn it! Ahh, I know it won't happen- but he just seems like the only person who really cares about all my problems. I'm gonna eat cake later. I went to the gym with Rachel today :D. Useless, huh?  So..... school's stressing me out and I hate it- I can't have a freaking life except for only two days a week- saturday and sunday- it's never enough. I WANT DR.DREW TO COME AND WHISK ME AWAY!!!!! He's so caring- and he  asked about ME. No one asks about me. It was so nice. But whatever- I know it won't happen. So- if you're reading this- please just comment saying you read it- I feel lonely.

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